the quiet

By: mbtsalecangs Mood: in love Date: 07/13/2010 23:22:00 Music: None

I've always wanted to give my dearest ah bian to write articles, but always do not know how to start, afraid to express themselves and ah bian is not clear between the feelings and thoughts no longer exist a kind of illusion, today's yes ah bian to leave a year, and is a quiet night, still lonely I order a cigarette out the window looking at the dark night sky, smoke-filled flat if outline the contours of the ah, so I unknowingly to me the most love, ah bian shed tears ......< br> lonely as a repeat of smoke, and that time in leisurely up the chimney, I used open mind to accept it, pass by the quiet experience bond, After much deliberation, revealed that in theUGG Kids  deepest bottom of my heart there is a life has been pulling on my feelings, he's on my Atrial Enron's sleep, inadvertently spun me realize it was actually the sweetest of my heart The sad ......< br> perhaps feeling the line pulling people should be very concerned about their own or a concern, while pulling my feelings turned out to be a rabbit, accurate to say that all should be accompanied I spent countless sleepless nights of the rabbit. Their names all call ah bian, a name that I saw in an article, the author's rabbit's name is called ah bian, and his explanation was: "Body petite rabbits can easily be stepped on, So call it ah bian, This is a childhood friend of Lu Xun's name origin of some of intercalated soil similar to it, leap soil is lack of land called the Five Elements Runtu, ah bian easily Caibian so they are called ah bian. "This explanation is absurd, but perhaps the very first when I raised rabbits when not help but call him ah bian. Perhaps this is also the name of God knows I am going to keep company in advance and rabbits I saw his name. little when I saw a rabbit in a friend's house I do not know how the mind was doing, went so far as to think of the rabbit made a cruel act, never-ending bullying of those without the power of re-attack small animals I let him grabbing his ears turn 360 degrees in the air after the fell to the ground, poor little lives in a motionless waiting for me to decumbent ravages. Now think of such behavior was very hated his original ignorance and cruelty, and even a deep repentance. I have been plagued with the rabbit so his childhood memories in the first bloom Unfortunately, the image is the first of his irreverent. Whenever I think of those days I will not help tears, I do not know of his disrespect apologies had to be aborted, or on his broad-minded and had to be aborted. Why say so, because the lonely years in the future, only ah bian to accompany silent at my side, silent with me no traces of life. grow up points at home after I raised a lot of rabbits, then why the parents raise them that I am unaware, I did not ask before, but definitely not to eat or sell. Start the father to someone's home to the two small gray rabbit, and then year after year, the number of rabbits, more and more into the balcony of my house rabbit heaven and earth, they jump on the next string it really happy, happy unparalleled and happiness. At the time I like, as in carefree living my primary school life, and since then I have a deep affection for rabbits. Always remember the time when a small mistake, the mother is always harsh lesson me, and then I do not set aside and ignored. One time I was finished by the mother alone with her after the severe corporal punishment, tears of grievances Tens of silent tears, no live in their shadow as if the sky like a star without a companion. When a rabbit jumped from his nest out, sniffing at my feet to go, I kicked open him, he's running again, over, squat down so I looked at him, and then forward to the side while Chouyan stroked his hair. He was motionless for a climb, where the two ears, lifting occasionally to go down again, I seem to have been what the magic, tears once again could not resist, so holding rabbit pain up. Since then every time when the tears of sadness when I could not help but fall is always holding a rabbit, to talk to him ......< br> high school when I have grown up, parents have no ability to deal with my behavior, for my decadence can only sigh. Mothers know that I am lonely, even though a lot of friends around me, so she bought me rabbits, one white white rabbit, I still call him ah bian. With ah bian, I just can not go out to his house to accompany him, though so I have little time at home. After three months with a lonely ah bian to go quietly, and I remember the day he left at noon, he hid under the bed not willing to come a day, did not eat, I was not too concerned about the evening when the mother finally returned told me that ah bian sick, and I ran to see, ah bian dying lying on the ground do not have the strength to make any action. Looked at his emaciated body, my eyes moist, and I will hold the snake, he said to him: "ah bian how do you, is not hungry, I'll get you to eat. "I have a bunch of celery from the adjacent smoothly on the pulling down of one:" Come on Baby eat, this is your favorite celery. "ah bian opened her mouth, chewing slowly, slowly as if in slow motion replay levels, and the bite three times to stop or two. I asked him low: "how do you, and do not leave me please? "ah bian's mouth does not move, half a celery Diao in the mouth, the eyes slightly closed the ...... ah bian on such a leave me lonely I know he is because of why they gradually chosen away from me. I will ah bian placed in a box, his hands timely, silent tears ......< br> I'm sorry there is no ah bian to spend the day, I put tell me at the time girlfriend, the next day, she sent me a similar one with the former white, the same lovely ah bian. The only witness and the maintenance of the rabbit seems to me and my girlfriend love ......< br> ah bian first came to my house when not see things, because it is winter, I had just fastened his back, So I was afraid he might Dong Zhuo wrapped in a towel inside him on the bed, his quiet climb, where a small nose-down and moving. On the toilet in my short few minutes, he ran out of the towels in my bed back and forth, "Sahuan children" (that is happy chaos bounce bounce) gave me a gift on his arrival, a yellow foam in rabbit urine, I am glad that he watched helplessly clutching his next Xiao Tizi deep kissing his forehead. On the second year, I am because of various reasons for treason and repair of the school, he would also like to pause in their homework at home, and find their own past, so ah bian became my only partner. I was always sleeping during the day, early morning late at night, I lit a person dim 孤灯 in the kitchen reading, ah bian to climb quietly in a cage with me, bored, when I will find some of his favorite foods, or celery is the radish. He was fast asleep from the position seems to have jumped directly up 2 Xiao Tizi Pa in a cage while waiting for his taste. When I put celery progressive when he will head to toss the whole celery root are all rushing to his bedroom and then slowly and enjoy ...... stayed mild climate of the time, I will take my ah bian walk downstairs neighbors who see the absurdity of the issue I could not help but laugh. But ah bian has always been around me will not walk a longer distance, one will eat the grass lawn inside, while solving some of the dandelion floating in the air, ah bian to eat dandelion is very unique skill, a one, and never come to nothing, I see a pleasant ah bian heart suddenly blue skies, that period of time, many people can see an unkempt boy, wearing a pair of slippers, with a cheerful rabbit wandering ...... Then one day, I remember that day very sky, clouds, low clouds of suffocating, I and my girlfriend had a serious quarrel took place. I am flustered and set aside her back home, when I entered the time, ah bian hiding in the kitchen, a table beneath a motionless for crawling, to see me come in, he tried to came up to me to just stop climb up again fell to the ground, but he is still tough to me near. Looking at his faltering look, I Leiru Yongquan, I went up to pick up the him, he had already dying, like me and my girlfriend's feelings, has also been ailing. I am like a child lost their loved ones crying unscrupulous while crying, while shouting: "ah bian not to leave me, I beg you not to leave. "Obviously I cry are so weak, ah bian turn red, his eyes shut-tung, died before he left in my legs last a little comfort, a yellow liquid, ah bian quiet again left me shaking my crazy ah bian paralyzed body, forget time, forget sounded tears, forget the window of the torrential rain ......< br> later to see his mother to me so sad, but also bought one for my little white rabbit can not know how, only I seem to have strong opinions on the rabbit will always be attacked me, when I stretched its hands stroked his nest when he was He always told me to attack out of a clutch of my Road signs of redness. So I have no way close to him, and there is no way to get along with his pet. Later, the family want to go away, ah bian raised by her mother gave a relative of the rabbit. I did not inquire about his condition, because I wanted him quiet life in his partners ......< br> the last one rabbit, in October last year, I reread the second half of the eleventh grade, a very cute girl like me send me, but I have always been with her friends to keep a kind of ambiguous relationship. And she gave me the only rabbits, but also very cute, much like her, although once again stepped into the school, the time not much, but I was taking some time to chat to accompany ah bian walk, take ah bian let him in my Enron arms asleep. Leisure time to give him weeding, lonely, sad when he is still with me through the, ah bian and my feelings of profound changes in the years of the branded in my heart. This time last year I am going to have to move to new home, the mother does not allow dirty ah bian re-create at home, rabbit manure, and I RenzhuoshangtongKids UGGS  ah bian sent a man to the Provisional sent that day, ah bian Pa in a cage on the deep coagulation of looked at me ......< br> not ah bian to accompany the days of a year, and today I still hand in hand with the lonely Shadow. Ah bian could still occur from time to time in my dream of years, to remind me in this world there is a chord to maintain my life. to break the empty illusion, memory of the melody the memory of sowing time and space, reflected the feelings of my heart the reflection of the deepest lake. The interpretation of the meaning of life, sad blue smoke-filled in the intoxicating dream in my bag of belongings, saddled with the most freely roam the pinnacle of life. I will deeply remember a teenager, in the anxious years, the carrying lonely ... Yo-ah bian ...

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plum is the only daughter of Yong-gang, is the smallest of four children Yonggang 1. Plum eyes Yonggang, cordial funny; Yonggang eyes plum, smart cute. Yonggang and plums, are a pair of father and well-behaved woman. - Yonggang is a farmer, honest, hard-working, optimistic, but also no shortage of stubborn; plum of course, is the daughter of peasants, and simple, curious, happy, also has much more than his father's stubbornness. Yonggang happy with the plum time, bit by bit on the simple life of ordinary peasant father and daughter. - like an ordinary farmer, as Yonggang has a win on the fields of family on the faith and patience. Busy summer and spring harvest Tozo, Yonggang ability to own a full set of perfect and just like the kind of timely, according to season, depending on conditions step-wise, is not no quick fix slow, orderly arrangement. Plums are pitching in, after-school vacation, plum followed Yonggang behind, in addition to enthusiastic audiences to do more is to cater to their own curiosity. - plum see Yonggang to carefully selected seed grains immersed in a small ditch in front, saying that such a Guya. To visit and inspect Yonggang Gesanchaiwu see some, and plum are also often ran their own fish out look. Plum for fear that the valley lost in the kinds of unattended ditch, was the water, or being put away, but want to know is that this Guya how can a law, but do not see a census drawn anywhere. - most to plum am delighted to be when Yonggang rake fields. The fields of wild fish and true multi-Oh, especially that turns into a long small carp. Yonggang harrow the fields, the fish came to the turn with the rake, and some clever run away again, some of the injured had dug out the belly to. Yong-Gang Bian Ba fish to catch a throw up ridges, well prepared plum excited only targeted at the side of the blind in the next cry for fear Yonggang did not see it pulls out the fish, while hurriedly put the throw over to pick up the fish installation is good, it belongs to both of them as a pleasant surprise and the fruits of victory. - planting time, and plum to see Yonggang their bare calf, standing on the mud, the imagination, kept trained on what will be the kind of feel? Finally one day, plum've learned to roll up our trousers, groping forward to the next to the fields. Really nice Oh, valuables mud flow in between the toes glide, such as scratching oxygen oxygen. Although muddy, but inside trip, listening to the sound of splashed water, is very appreciative of the heart. Just that, a moment, Yonggang bad laughs, pointing at the post-plum calf asked what it was, dark and the. Plum love something had gone wrong, three jump onto the fields, the two jumped to escape in Jiu Xia Yong-gang with the help of those hateful and frightening things. Stand up crying scared plum quack did not advance the blame Yonggang told the original fields also have such things, and Yonggang just strange that there is no Caesar. - plum and Yonggang, a time when there are odds. That coincides with the focus always is the summer, but busy time. Although the three brother's asylum, Yonggang, or come up with the father's authority, called plum choose to do such as seeding grass, bring tea like a small living. On summer afternoons sleeping feel of how to enjoy a big time ah, any how you cry, but do not know drowsily awake. Is only the fields ranging from farm people, no matter how you heat generated by. Yonggang shouting in the fields looking at the figures of plum waiting to appear only rarely had to come back in person, by the way the plum awakened. The plums are only targeted at the middle wake up the brain dizziness, gas and Hu Hu muttering a brawler on the potential station or sitting, not moving do not look nor reasonable. Yonggang had to laugh at first, he'll have to see the. - most to admire is Yonggang plum hard-working and open-minded. Yonggang has a stubborn desire to improve their lives, alter their fate. The previous generation of hopes are often pinned on the next generation, Yonggang stubborn desire is to allow sons and daughters to study, become useful, not when the peasants. Fortunately, Yonggang's wife is an absolute supporter and effective good helper. So, before morning twilight, the Yonggang run around with love in their own way to create wealth. They have had the brick kiln, to the mountains burnt carbon, pioneered and planted melons, miscellaneous stores and has opened the South ...... Yonggang shop early on so stubbornly struggling with their own destiny, but also for spreading the sons and daughters the well-being. Inf, Yonggang to become the first village has a flat-topped room, was the first one with their children being sent to the University, of course, but also painstakingly refined for the other two studies no sons, each skill people. No doubt, Yonggang is a successful father. Yonggang happy with the plum time to terminate in a cold winter. Yonggang suddenly left without any symptoms, while the plum still just a tender girl just inexperienced. Yonggang did not fancy plum one at the last time, while the plums are not able to call at the last moment Yonggang dad. Yonggang became the plum of the past forever, and my father into a life forever plum term. plum is lucky, there are Yonggang this father. Yonggang to the plum enough fatherly, even though only 22 short years, Our Time, but enough to benefit from the enormous plum and nostalgia for life. For his parents, the child is not, and plum is unfortunate, just to understand a father's heart, but also in the ability to repay the pro-TU, when all the screeching halt, there is no opportunity. UGG Sandals 

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